My perfect life

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Another colour of design...

Recently...
Midterm test...
Selling clothes...
Insurance license test...
Muet test...

I do not have any emo...
I want to done everything...
I want to get perfect on everything...
(perfect is not a reality...)

Do not care about others...
I will accept the decline...
I am living with utilize my time...

There is always enough time...to do the right things...

Jiayou...

4FLAT LIFE^^

My S.E C902

My home sofa...my sis bag...

Tomb

Heehee...

JM birthday...

Big bro and small didi...

Both of us wear Giordano polo shirts...^^

Cut my hair...short short hair...

monday

Heehee...
Happy ray...

I just get my statistics midterm result by today...
I get 20/20...haha...full marks...
This is my second 20/20 in my foundation...

I just show out my excited mood here...
Heehee...
This result let me have energy to prepare my coming accounting midterm exam...

But i get sick after today class...
The temperature of classes is not consistent...
Some class have a hot temperature as the air-con was spoiled...
Some class have a damn cool temperature...

I still remember last semester...
I also have a exam on tuesday...and i got sicked on monday...
The situation is almost the same compare to now...

Please recover quickly...

(I am still missing u...hope i can see u when i back on next friday...)

Useless

Arh...
Everyone is busying now...
Actually i am also busy now...

Suddenly...i do not have anymore motivation to push me up...
Recently...i lost...i do not know what should i do...
There are a lot of works...
What the feeling that i am having now is...pressure...
Pressure that come suddenly and weirdly...

This is a confuse situation for me...
I am having confusion without any direction...
I really lost...

I cannot recognise myself currently...
I try to get back...
I try to find back my success way...
I tried...

My grandma asked me my study situation...
I said very fine...do not have any problem...i can settle...
Those words i spoke out are fake...
Fake...

Sad sad sad...

(One week at home...I didnt saw my sis...When you will come back??? I miss you...)

一切都好

失去...珍惜...

我们知道的...
我们应该珍惜失去的...

是因为...
只有失去了...
才会懂得珍惜...

是这样吗?
没有必要否认...
也没有必要像辩论员一般的去争辩它...

学业...
退步了...
我可以追回来...
这不难...

亲情...
失去了...
追的回来吗?

现在才知道...
我以前的埋怨...
都是无谓的...


她...对我的好...
我视为是理所当然的...
因为我是最大的外孙呀...
她...生病了...我发现她也好老了...
我不能多关心她吗?

她...另一个她...
我以前动不动就骂她...
动不动就讽刺她...
现在...我不想了...
希望你快点好起来...
我很在乎你的...
真的...

我不想...真的失去了...才来哭...
可能我帮不到什么...
我就努力读好书...
除了为自己...
也让你们开心...

我的梦想...
不是你们的梦想...
但是你们却是我想完成自己梦想的推动力...

你们要等着...
你们要撑着...
可能要十年...
甚至更久...
我才会完成我的梦想...
但是放心...
我不会让你们等太久...

一起加油...


4FLAT LIFE^^

爱...专心...

你...
说过的...
你喜欢我做东西时的专心...


你...
又说过...
要我无时无刻想着你...

我...
现在唯一的工作...
就只有...
无时无刻都想着你...


其它...
都没了...


4FLAT LIFE^^

爱...闲着...

手...
总是闲着的...
没女生让你牵...


口...
也是闲着的...
没女生让你说甜言蜜语...


心...
还是闲着的...
没女生让你交出你的真心...


4FLAT LIFE^^

自身自灭

要讲到几好听就有几好听...
说自己能拿到多好的成绩...
说自己有多厉害多厉害...


假的...


朋友...
谢谢...
谢谢你们把我批评了一番...
虽然我很不喜欢被批评...
但是我甘愿被批评...

明明你们都对我的弱点说得一针见血...
我接受...
但是却不改...
是我已经改不了了...
还是我不想去改?

第一个学期的我...
有冲劲...
有憧憬...

对课业很努力...
每天都会把功课做好...
也会在上课前预读了会上的课...

我一定是做最前面一排的...
我的出席率是100%...
现在的我...
好爱第一学期的我...

第二学期开始后...直到现在...
我变懒惰了...
对朋友起了依赖心...
只会说大话...
成绩变差了是自然的事...

朋友觉得我并没有那么好...
我少了我想要的尊严...
没关系...
我自找的...

朋友说...
你很没有毅力耶...
对呀...
我没有了属于我的毅力...

第二学期开始后...
经常翘课...
因为睡不醒...
都是我不够毅力...
我应该加强的...

以前...
打兵乓也很积极...
每天都会报到的...
现在...
越来越宅...

第一个学期的我...
好棒...
怎么知道...
只是一个学期的美好光景...
我变了...

科目难...
我应该去克服...
我反而去怪它难...

运动少去了...
我应该维持的...
能运动是好的...


我要改...
我要改...
我真的要改...


“不积极努力的男生... 比花心的男生.... 更没有女生喜欢...”


知错要能改...
改变现在的我...
少说话多做事...
开工吧...

4FLAT LIFE^^

牛角尖

huu....

坚持...
固执...

两个词语的意思几乎一样...
一个是赞美的话语...
另个却是批评的话语...

我自己还蛮喜欢自己有自己的坚持...
但是如果对任何事情都抱着如此态度...
只会让你身边的朋友难受...

坚持固然好...
但是过于坚持某样事情...
却变成了固执...

有一种人...
对很多事情都抱着很固执的心态...
越固执的人越容易钻牛角尖...
我就是这类人...

不过我还蛮喜欢的呀...
有时把自己逼去一个角落...
会让自己体验到一种特别的感觉...

有一些新的想法...
就是这样产生...
有时能突破自己...
也是因为这样...

就是因为对一样事情有坚持...
就是因为对那件事情非常固执...
就是因为很爱钻牛角尖...
我才不会放弃它...

我选择去大家口中不是很好的赛城读书...
我选择了父亲不是很赞成的经济科系...
我选择了...很多事情...很多东西...

我固执...
但是这样不是也很好吗?

我数学比较不错...
是因为我做数学是很爱钻牛角尖...
才发现了很多你们较少知道的东西...

就是这样...
我决定我的决定...
我坚持我的坚持...

请原谅我的固执...

(我好像平时都不会有太多坚持吧?朋友...呵呵^^)

4FLAT THEORY^^

舍不得

我...留在马六甲的日子...正在倒数...
我...对在马六甲的日子...念念不忘...
我...只剩两个月在马六甲...
好...舍不得...

短短的十个月...
不到半年的光景...
我的回忆却是如此的多...

舍不得玩乐的回忆...
舍不得食物的诱惑...
舍不得哪一些去过的地方...

明明还有两个月...
我却...好难过...

最近...每天都和朋友在一块...
蛮开心的...
好想好想接下来的两个月都是如此...
如此的开心...
如此的充实...
我开心与充实的生活都是因为有了你们...

好想去那些还没去过的地方...
好想再去那些留下我们回忆的地方...

好想去吃那些我还没吃过的美食...
好想再去吃那些怎么吃也不会腻的好料...

好想去这里...去那里...
只要可以和你们在一起...

好想好想...
办个班聚会...
好想好想...
办个旅行团...
和你们去其他地方玩...

这一些...
我都好想好想...
唯一我不想的就是...
到了吉隆玻才后悔没有做到我想做的事...

4FLAT LIFE^^

Excuses

Can i don't want to find any excuses more?
Can i?

Hopefully...
I can do it...

No more excuses...

4FLAT LIFE^^

Pack of time

A lot of things and matters are waiting us to finish...
Have us prepared to handle it?
Maybe yes...Maybe no...

A lot of assignment was tied us to spend time on itself...
A few mid-term exam was set to us during this few weeks...
A bit of busy on events...

This unusual utilized schedule had been influence me a lot...
This schedule caused me become more lazy...lazy to attend the classes in morning...

I still have a lot of works in my hand now...
But what i want to say is...
Yo...friends...please take good care of your body...
Yo...friends...please be a optimistic person when you are facing the study problem...
Yo...friends...please remember that...i always be with you...whatever you busy...

I always be with you...
Although i am going to cyberjaya campus soon...

Yo...nite...

4FLAT LIFE^^

借口

现在...
我要给于我自己最残酷的批评...

失败时...
我总是找个借口让我的失败合理化...
其实我在逃避...

成绩单出来...
我的成绩退步了...
我怪罪于那个科目不是我的强项...
我怪它太难...
其实是我自己花不够时间和努力在准备考试上...

一场比赛...
输了...
我还是怪罪于对方的总总手段...
我却不承认其实是我的技术太差...

我...追不到女朋友...
我竟然说...
是她不懂我的好...
恶心...
其实是我没有本事追到她...
其实是我笨...

我...经常睡迟...
导致几乎全部早课我都起不来去上...
其实是我的意志太弱...
明明在上课前已经起身...
但是却在找借口说...
不上也没关系...
只需要读网上的笔记就行了...

重点是...
我今天表演的英文戏剧不是拿得很高分...
结果呢...
我怪罪于给分的讲师太挑...
我怪罪于他太过于主观...

其实呢...
是我们的剧情太过慢...
导致沉闷...
间接让我们的分数被扣...

我什么都不厉害... 最厉害就是... 找借口...

4FLAT EMO^^

Lame lamb

Lame...
I am going to act a lamb on tommorow...
I hope this will be a funny drama to all...

Heehee...
I want to get high marks...
But i do not want to go final...

We sacrificed a lot...
We sacrificed our look...
We sacrificed our image...
We sacrificed a lot of time...
We just want to let it nice...

Drama drama...
Jiayou!!!

Lame lamb friends...
Jiayou...

4FLAT LIFE^^

Attitude

When you are playing...
Just concentrate on that...
No need to think about others...
No need to think about your study...

When you are studying...
Just concentrate on study...
Do not think about the others...
Playing...sport...yumcha...all those things...

Concentrate in your playing moment...
Concentrate in studying time...
Concentrate in what you are doing...

Just do it...
Take it easy...

4FLAT THEORY^^

原来

最近我...
很失常...

可能...
越在乎那一样事情...
越想放弃...

我违反了这世界的定律...
我失常...

原来...
最真实的我...
那么糟糕...

原来...
改变了的我是那么好的...
我还那么挑剔...

原来...
这世界什么都没变到...
只是我变回那个糟糕的我...

原来...
原来是这样...
都是我的心态突变...

现在才week5...
时间还很多...
我可以追回来的...

懒惰的那个ray...
糟糕的那个ray...
不要再回来...
拜托...
好想一刀刺死你...

4FLAT LIFE^^

双重性格

都听说啦...
星座里有一对一双的都会有双重性格...
天秤座啦我...

性格...
我到底有些什么性格呀?
分析一下吧...

我最经常做的事就是每天疯疯癫癫的...
朋友们不介意就好了...
heeheehee...
每天都会超多话的...
都在讲自己的理想...
谈论着天下事...

可是有时侯...
好像会变成另外个自己...
不喜欢讲话...
不喜欢人群...
不喜欢出门...
不喜欢这个...
不喜欢那个...

另外一个自己好像是人格分裂出来的一样...
明明看到认识的朋友...
也会装着我不认识...
明明很有活力的那个我...
变得对事物不理不睬...
很有理想的我...
突然想让自己沉沦下去...

开朗...
封闭...
总是变来变去...

我希望我是会永远都开朗的...
但是...

我发生什么事了呀?

也许双重性格...
只是我给自己的借口...
明明是自己不敢面对挫折...
却把责任推给性格...

明明知道要接受失败...
明明知道要纠正上一次的失败...
不让下一次再失败...
但是...
怎么我突然想不开呀...

好啦好啦...
我知道我驾车的技术比较差...
我在改了嘛...
不要脸臭臭的对我吗...
给我多点鼓励不就好了吗...
不要都在批评我...

我讲的那一些话...
原本是想让紧张的气氛缓和点的...
怎么知道你继续讲那些让情况更紧张的话...
我已经不敢跟你讲话了...
绝对是怕...
哪怕你的一句话我的心脏都会承受不了...

我知道要接受批评才会进步...
但是我又最讨厌别人批评我了...

我不想我的理想只有我一个人知道...
我不想我的成功只是我一个人的...
我更不想我的生活里都是独行的...

朋友...
可以多鼓励我吗?

我永远不会是一个人的...
是不是?



4FLAT EMO^^

害怕

遇到了困境...
我不想继续下沉...
但是想逃脱困境的第一步...
我没敢踏出...

我懦弱?
我可悲?

我不想的呀...
怎么办呀?

挣扎...
不敢通电话给家人...
万一...他们问起我的近况...
没敢面对他们...

真实的我...
害怕...

Dislike...

I dislike this and that...
I dislike...

I dislike most of the time i sleep...
I dislike most of the time i face to my laptop...
I dislike most of the time i have to study...

Can i do more than these?
I am having unstable mood...
Ish...

Optimistic...
I will correct my weaknesses...
I have too many of weaknesses...
I must correct it...

JIAYOU RAY~~~


*Finally...I applied my beta course...That is analytical economics...*
(I am stepping to my economist ambition...heehee^^)

Reasons...

Maybe...
You noticed that when we do or say something...
We always find the reasons to support us...



I am really sucks in love field...
Why...always like that...
I always failed in this love subject...
Why...i wanna know that...know that reason...

Now...
I discovered how much i am silly in that...
If the girl is pretty...
If the girl have a nice heart...
If the girl still available...
If the girl can have a good chat with me...
If the girl treat me nice...
If like that...
I will start to like her...

But these characteristics...
Is not love...
Haiz...

I hate the most when i saw the couples hugging...
I dislike the closing of those couples...
Because i cant get mine...

*Think too much also helpless...Haiz...so cheap liao me...nobody want me...arh~~~