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不要轻言放弃,否则对不起自己...

optimist^^

Optimist^^

Ray decide to change the title of his blog...
He doesn't insist to become a playful naughty thinker...
Optimistic is the most important thing to him...

The background, the style of the blog has changed...
He hope that bright colour can bring more hopes to everybody who visit this optimistic land...
Ha...

There is a sticky on his study table...
The sticky shows:

“Wei...Ray...Optimistic ya^^”

Start from now...
No more negative post will be appeared in here...
Only optimistic thinking is allowed...

Optimist^^

Afraid

Afraid afraid...
A crisis is occurred on Ray...

This is the worst thinking war that Ray are facing now...
No more confidence...
Not optimistic...
Bravery is lost...

I afraid...

我要的

我要的东西很多...
实物上的...
精神上的...

我很想拥有一些比较贵的东西...
我觉得很酷...很好玩...很新鲜...
iphone...ipod...ipad...我觉得蛮贵的...但是我就是要拥有它们...
我要买车...有车真的很好...但是车期...汽油...维修费...过路费...很贵耶...
搞不好我有了车后..当油价在某一个隔天要起价时...我是排队去打油一族...

有了实物上的享受...会开心吗?
我要的是精神上的东西...
更更重要...

我要的是别人注意到我...
我要的是那种存在价值...
成功..荣誉..掌声..赞赏...

在我人生即将开花的青少年时期...
我想要做那些我该做的...
做那些没人敢做的...

要成功...
就从做别人不做的东西开始...

爱玩爱闹的思考者^^

Self

If there is no first step...
There will be no beautiful sundown...

If we never talk...
We will never become a good talker...

So...
If we never try...
There is no outcome at the end...

Life is ours...
We own it in our palm and we decide how is our life going to be...
The X factor...is self...

Playful Naughty Thinker^^

facebook & twitter & blogspot

Just now, i joined Twitter...
Any short update will be on there...^^
http://twitter.com/rayrui_

My facebook hor...
yaya...
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1662563603#!/profile.php?id=1839792337&v=wall&ref=notif

Blogspot is still my favorite^^
I want to return to be a playful boy...naughty guy...and a thinker...
The most important thing u got to do when you lost your direction is...
Calm down and get it back...

That's all for today...
Dismiss class^^

Playful Naughty Thinker^^

争什么?

我在想呀...
有时候...
争争争...
争些什么啊?

这世上...
最最最特别的就是自己啦...
还争些什么呢?

不够别人帅?
不够别人美?
你是你自己啊...
比什么呢?

是成绩不够好...
还是成绩不够别人好?
别争了...别争了...
做好自己就是最好的了...
=)

爱玩爱闹的思考者^^

simply update

Week 11 already now...
1 midterm exam more...it is on next saturday morning...so that i can only go melaka at afternoon...
Saturday night reach melaka...
Sunday night only i back Cyberjaya...
If not...i bek shiok...haha...

Aiya aiya...
We should start to study now already...
Assignments...
I will going to to finish those assignments...
But...
The leader of one assignment still havent build up a discussion...
How wor? Beh song lar~

Never mind...
I build the discussion then ok already although i am not the leader...haha..
Ok right?
Haha...

I am expecting 4 flat...
That's what i want...
I got to take some action now...
Go dinner first^^
Bye~

Oh yaya...
I will back Kulai again for secondary school friends gathering...
I missed too many gathering before...
I must back this time...
Haha...

Enjoying my life~

Playful Naughty Thinker^^

看天空的云

最近...
我又找到了另外一个让自己心情放松的方法...
看看天空的云...心情还蛮不错的...
看着天空...联想到自己只是多么的渺小...

有些东西...
达不到就算了...
下次再努力吧...

我要的生活是...
精彩的...轰轰烈烈的...去经历人生...
我的生活方式...
我掌管...

大家给给意见吧...
现在的我...
不再很爱玩...
不再很爱闹...
思考也变成了想太多...
我的部落格...
该换回以前的名吗?

爱玩爱闹的思考者^^

喜欢下雨天...

很喜欢...
每次能在下雨天时暖暖的在家里...
可能盖着不算厚的被单...
或像我现在穿着一件超大件的冷衣...

当然...
其实我最喜欢的是...
听着下雨声...一滴一滴的滴答滴答声...

享受...
就是那么简单...

爱玩爱闹的思考者^^

可笑

也许你看了...
你会觉得很可笑...

我个人觉得嘛...
读书呢...
是为了学习...
可是呢...
绝大部分的人呀...
是为了应付考试...

可悲啊可悲...

爱玩爱闹的思考者^^

short update

if money is the only thing in my sight...
My life will be very easy...
Haiz~

Playful Naughty Thinker^^

想念...把握...展望...

对于过去基础班的生活...
只能用无比想念的活形容...
我每进一个社团...
最起码都能交到一个交心的朋友...
兵乓...大大哥 kk...
辩论...winnie =)...
至于旅行社...交到的那些朋友都还蛮照顾我的...关系还蛮不错...
班上是我心灵的另外一个家...这一家...永远都不会少了热闹的因素...
也许我就是因素之一吧...heehee^^

而现在呢...
上了学士班...
几乎一切都从"心"开始了...
我需要调整自己的心态...
毕竟这一个学期是有几率拿到满分的耶...虽然说只有小小的可能性啦...><
功课还是要搞好的...而我也身兼保险经纪的工作...
虽说只是副业...不过还是需要有很敬业的精神呀...
不断不断的找寻新客户...一直和原有的客户保持联系...
客户就是朋友...和朋友保持联系是多么愉快的事呀...
只想说...不要觉得我很假...
真诚的心...永远都一样...
把握现在...因为今天过了...就只能是回忆...抓不住也带不走...
把握呀各位...^^

对了...
我很早以前就说过我要读经济系硕士和博士...
除了要有一定的成绩外...
我也想累积一些钱去升学...
也许会在本地或者是向海外探头...
能出国当然好咯...
挣够钱...是最基础的...
心态这一课...我还在不断地探讨...希望能征服吧...
课业...对我来说最重要的是学习吧...
把内容背起来(不是记起来)...却又在考试时一起过吐出来...不是应该有的行为吧...hehe...

想念着过去...这是没有错的...
但是我们更急切的是把握现在...
还有为未来做好准备...
加油吧!!!

爱玩爱闹的思考者^^

三种人

有三种人...

第一种 ... 沉迷于过去... 无法自拔...
第二种 ... 很会做白日梦... 空想以后会多好...
第三种 ... 只把回忆当经历... 掌握现在... 放眼未来...

很明显...
我是第三种人...
heehee^^v

爱玩爱闹的思考者^^

India Indian friends

Haha...
It's so nice to make 2 new friends who come from India...
They are couple and they come our country to have a trip...
After we chat for a while...then i know they come Malaysia is because of Malaysia is near to Singapore which the country that instead they want to go...
But anyway...they come Malaysia and get to know me as their friend...It's also good... XD

Yaya...we exchanged email address of each other...
Some more...they gave me 3 Rupee coins...
1 Rupee...2 Rupee...5 Rupee...
I should insisted to give them RM coins...but i didn't do it...
Haha...
If next time i go to India...i can have my friends there...
Sounds very good...
Right?
^^

Playful Naughty Thinker^^

sounds good but....

My plan is easy...
Now...it is week 9...
I still got 6 weeks included this week to the final exam weeks...
So...i was planned this 2 weeks i must finish all the assignments...
Then i will have 4 weeks to fully concentrate on revision for final exams...
There is still got 1 midterm exam, 1 computer lab test, 4 assignments, 1 quiz and 1 weekly assignment...
I wish to settle all the assignments within this 2 weeks...
Final is not easy, so i gotta put more efforts...
Study hard and also smart^^

There are 6 subjects in this semester...
Can i finish this semester with an excellent result?
I believe it...i can do it...
But anyway...
It's sounds good but not really happen if i still do not change my attitude and lazy habit...

My friend told me and i told my other friends...
Optimistic!!!
If you want it...then you will try any ways get it...

Wei...
Some of my friends...
How can you guys lost from me...
I target 4 flat leh...haha...
Come on...win over me...
Haha...
Kidding kidding...
^^

Playful Naughty Thinker^^

money

Recently...i was quite lazy to study and do assignment...
2 important exams have already passed...
But my study ways were damn terrible...
I started to study all chapter covered in midterm exam only on that exam day...
So last minutes arh...
It's the worst habit --- always last minute...
I promised no more last minute works before...
But still the same...

For assignments...
It's better...
No last minute works...
But fifty paces laugh hundred steps...
Always last 3 days before the dateline only i finish the works...

It's miserable...
I must back to my track...
My dream...my expectation...my goals...must come back...
RM5,000 of the tuition fees needed to pay by ourselves first...
My apply on ptptn is temporary failed arh...
I can't lose that loan...
I will seeking ways to solve it...
Money ya...

I cannot waste my time...my money...my effort...
I feel guilty to my family...
They support me to study but i didn't did my best...
Cannot keep going like that already...

Study wei...
I will have my another exam fall on tomorrow...
Come on...study...

(look forward...look forward...speed up...speed up...come back to the track...to the track...)

Playful Naughty Thinker^^

Foundation Friends

Announcement announcement...
Because of Ray miss my foundation friends too much...
So i am planning to go back Melaka...
But the date still havent fixed yet...
Most probably i will be back Melaka on one of the thursday before week 14...
Heehee...

Foundation friends included those friends that we know each other during my foundation and maybe you are degree that time already...
Haha...
Ya...if you notice this post...please leave comment in my chat box at left...
Thanks ya...^^

Playful Naughty Thinker^^

think it back

is it...
when we want more...we wont get more...
is it...
when we feel enough...only we will feel happy...
is it...
i should not enforced somebody...
i think so now...
haha...

my assumptions on you are false...
i assumed you will think that way... but i was wrong...
the best moment is...
there is no misunderstanding...guessing...secret...between us...
when i finish read your space...
i think back...
in fact...i was doing the right things on you at that moment...
ok ok...exam tonight leh...haha...
feel it good...
hee^^v

Playful Naughty Thinker^^

Facebook & MSN

I cannot imagine what i will become if i ban the Facebook and MSN for a week...
Within not enough a day...i already feel very not used to it that i did not log in both of them...
It's a big suffer for me...

But...anyway...
In study perspective...i have a lot of time to concentrate on study already since i did not wasted time on them...
Hahaha...

I gonna know what really i will become on next tuesday night when i log in Facebook and MSN...
Maybe...i will realize actually i got so much time but i waste it...

This morning...
I think back my foundation life...
I believe that the first semester is my best study period since i stepped in MMU...
I find back my belief on study...

"Study is because of i want to learn...but not exam and result"
You may laugh me...
You can say me silly...
But i believe it...it let me become better...in personality...in my result...

I am really cherish the memory of foundation...
Friends are around me...
I always be with friends...
That time...i did not feel to start a relationship...
Because of FRIEND...
Friends give me what i want...that is really a happiness memory...

Life is still going on...
Look forward and be optimistic...
Haha...
Jiayou for those who are going to have exam...
Candidates PMR...SPM...foundation...degree...
Jiayou~

Playful Naughty Thinker^^

等待

等待...
是一种礼貌...
等待...
需要的是耐心...
等待...
不一定会有想像中的结果...

但是...
我还在等待...
只是...
我等到的是...
缘分的降临?
还是...
命运的弄人?

等待的结果最终只会有两个...
一个是让人开心的yes...
另一个是令人苦笑的no...

我说过的...
我等...

爱玩爱闹的思考者^^