Library

Library...
I was there for study...for revision...
There was crowded because of seniors' midterm...

Always last minute...
Hate that...
But we always like that...

I had started my study...
I afraid the work of last minute...
Dangerous...

(To somebody~~~don't cry...don't cry...everything will be fine...)

堕落

又一次的放纵自己...
一次又一次...
就快要变魔鬼...

星期四 晚上 10时...
与一班好友玩通宵扑克...

星期五 早晨 6时...
朋友都睡着了...
却还在电脑面前...
玩着面子书的扑克游戏...
玩着玩着...
早上9点了...
才睡...

星期五 早上 11时...
坐着朋友的车...
回宿舍...
才回到房间...
又继续玩面子书里的扑克...

星期五 下午 3时...
是时候关上眼睛好好睡一觉了...
怎么知道..

星期六 凌晨 2时...
2点了啊~~~
起来了...
上网...又玩扑克...

玩了扑克...
又到房友的房间玩足球游戏...

星期六 早上 10点...
开始坠落...
好失望...
明明说好会用这大部分的时间来作复习的...
怎么会这样...
好伤心...
我对你好失望...ray...

Poker

Recently...
Texas poker make me become crazy...
It make me crazy...
It make me busy...
It make me lazy...


Not far from now...
I just really touch that game start from past sunday...
It is really a nice...excited game...
It is not only depends on your lucky on card...
It also test your bravery...


From that game...
I learned some...
I lost some...


I learned bravery...
I learned calm...
I learned psychology...


But...
I become lazier...
Because of that game...
I am very busy until midnight around 4am...
Then i missed the next day classes...
Because of poker...
I missed 5 classes...
Ish...


I indulged Texas poker game...
I try to jump out from that game...
Wishes always came true...
Heehee...^^

回来了...我...

我还是我...
还是那个从中二就没有再长高的我...
还是那个没有反方向感的我...
还是那个对未来充满憧憬的我...

有些人...
你忘了我是谁...
我也忘了你是谁...

有些人...
我还记得你...
你应该都还记得我吧...(我在这里讲也没用...忘记我的人...怎么会懂我的部落格...)

还记得...
中二的大假期...
好久了...
我还记得我在观音庙打工...
帮忙装修...

那位女主持...
现在已经快80了...
还是记得我...
看到我爸爸...总会提起我...

好感动...
今天...天才亮...
我就和家人去庙祈福...
也看看她老人家...

她...
给我一种...
很特别的感觉...
一种...很久没见面了...而且很想看看她...的感觉...

好好好...
她是长辈嘛...
这叫...尊敬...叫...孝顺...
是吧?
haha~(怎么我好像老王卖瓜了...)

还有还有...
一直想换皮包的我...
真的会心想事成的...
haha...

新新的皮包...
BUM的皮包...
应该不便宜gua...
heehee...zap到宝...

谢啦...小叔...
谢谢你的新皮包...

我hor...
真的是...
不会变lor...

明明都19了...
竟然有人讲我12...
如果是很熟很熟的这样说我...
应该是在笑我而已...
但是她是我才见几次面的人...
真样说我...
我好像很...很low这样...
Ish...

Never mind lar...
很多人都讲我谎报年龄的...
Heehee...做小孩子都几不错一下woh...

要开课了...
我还是我...
读书...玩乐...享受着一切...
爽~~~

~我还是那个我...
~你们呢?

当爱情走近时...

当爱情走近时...别让亲情走远...


Daddy...Mummy...
Wish you healthy...
Erm erm...

CNY...

Ah~~~
This is a long new year...
9 days...

Have you spent it fully?
Will you spend it fully?

This new year...
I visited my primary school teachers...
Long time didnt saw each others...
They still the same...have a healthy body...didnt change...happy...^^
I still the same...the height remain unchanged from form 2 until now...Ish...didnt change...sad...><

Gamble gamble...
I have a heavy role in this new year...
That is...fortune god...
Hohoho...
I am the one who distribute the fortune to everybody...
Haha...
They happy...I happy...
Heehee...

Really "pekche" about movie...
If you wanna watch movie during chinese new year...
Hey hey...
You better buy the tickets before the day u go...
Its so sucks...
I cant watch the movie that i wanna watch...
Ish...

With no choice...
I choosed to watch the Jacky Chan and Leehom movie...
This is quite a funny movie...
Really laugh out loud...
This story hor...
Start from the war until the end...
Only die die die...
At the end...
There just have a person...a country will survive...
Leehom is the lucky one...Jacky Chan is the sad one...

But i still wish to watch 72 Tenants of Prosperity...
Somebody wanna watch it too?
Haha...

Yaya...
I think most of you have received my wishes massages...
Thanks for those who reply me and also give me the wishes...
Thanks ya..^^

CNY...
somebody...prefer to stay with parents...with family...
somebody...prefer to stay with lover...
somebody...prefer to stay with friend...

Er....
Wish you all...
Healthy leh...
Good result...
& also...
Happy always ya...

4FLAT LIFE^^

Wishlist on tiger new year

Netbook...

I wish to have a light netbook...maybe around 1kg...that is enough...haha...

Sony cybershot camera...

I want to occupy a camera with good quality...and i like the cybershot...but that is expensive...

Sony ericsson cybershot handphone...

If i get a camera, i will not buy this...but anyway...just wish to get it...haha...

Car...

This is the most...that i wish to get...but i have to get scholarship first...haha...

Wish only...

But sometime the wishes will come true...

Heehee...^^

Hopefully...

I can get a big angpao in this new year..^^

Hope you all can get a huge angpao also ya...

Happy Chinese New Year...

Heehee^^

4FLAT LIFE^^

朋友

你朋友生病时...
你在干嘛?
关心他吗?

你朋友失落时...
你在哪里?
有陪他吗?

没有朋友的你...
寂寞吗?
孤单吗?

你关心自己比较多?
还是朋友?
关心自己比较多...还是...关心朋友比较多...
都没有对与错...

我...
不喜欢一个人的感觉...

4FLAT EMO^^

Self-esteem

Do not ever try to hit my self-esteem...
I have a strong self-esteem...

Do not said that i am reject to hear your advices...
I did not need it...

Do not do what you do with neglect my feeling...
I really dislike it...

I feel tired...
Maybe this is caused by pack classes...
You can have a good mentally condition...
That is your matter...
Do not compare your good to my weakness...
I...dislike it!!!

I have my own weakness...
I know that what is my weakness...
But do not ever try to explore my weakness in public...
This is what a stupid action...

Although you said that...
You said out my weakness...
I still bring my smiley face to you all...
I just do not want to have a conflict with you...

For other friends...
I know i have my weakness...
You might dislike it...
But you keep it in your heart...
Thank you...
Thanks for care my self-respect...

I am not well now...
I just have a porridge as my dinner...
I will recover soon...
I will prove that i am such that good...
I will still treat everyone nicely...

This is me...

4FLAT LIFE^^

Tired

What is my feeling now?
Only tired...

We have a lot of matters to be settled by us...
We will never finish our jobs...

I try to do this and that...
But i am damn tired now...
No more energy to do those things...

Do not force yourself...
Go to sleep...Ray...

4FLAT LIFE^^

Shell scholarship 2010

Shell Scholarship is one of the most sought after scholarship. Every year, Shell offer a number of scholarships to support students in achieving their personal goals and ambitions. The scholarship is awarded to Malaysian students for pursuing full-time undergraduate studies (1st degree course) tenable at recognized universities in Malaysia or overseas, and Pre-University studies in Malaysia.
Shell also award 2 scholarships to study Msc in Geosciences with University Technology Petronas Scholarships for Post-Graduate Studies.
Fields of Study

Engineering (Petroleum, Chemical, Electrical and Mechanical)

Sciences (Geosciences, Chemistry and Physics)

Business Administration / Economics

Finance & Accounting

IT (includes Business / Management IT)

Master of Science (MsC) in Geosciences

Eligibility
Students who have completed their SPM / O-Level, STPM / A-Level / Foundation Year / Diploma or currently in their final semester of Matriculation studies or in the private / public University who meet the following criteria are eligible to apply for the ShellMalaysia Scholarship Awards:

Excellent academic achievement with emphasis in English

Demonstration of leadership skills through active participation in extra-curricular activities. e.g. societies and clubs, sports, etc.

Strong academic record and realistic expectation of a high CGPA or its equivalent

For MSc in Geosciences, candidate must posses a good Honours Degree or equivalent in the relevant field from a recognized university.

Applicants who are Malaysian citizens must possess a credit in Bahasa Melayu at the Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) level or an equivalent qualification. Foreign and local students are required to have English proficiency in both written and spoken by the meeting one the following requirements:

Minimum TOEFL score of 550 OR

Minimum IELTS score of 6.0 OR

Minimum ELTS score of Band-6 OR

Minimum MUET score of Band-4.

Applicants who are native English speakers or holding a degree with English as the medium of instruction may be exempted from this requirement.
How to Apply
All applications including the application form must be submitted online. Applications may be submitted based on the latest semester results (for Matriculation students) or trial examination results (for SPM, STPM students). ShellMalaysia reserves the right to verify the above. Shell Malaysia aims to reflect diversity of the communities it works in and will award the scholarships on this basis.

Interview is compulsory.

Only shorlisted candidates will be notified.

Incomplete Application Form and late submission will be rejected.

Deadline for application is 30 March 2010.
For details visit SHELL Scholarship page.

Genting...Starbucks...

Genting = gaming...
Genting = gambling...

But if i do not have any gaming...any gambling at Genting...
Why i am at Genting now?

Weird weird weird...

I cannot online at my hostel...
Streamyx in my house got some problem...
Then i come Genting Starbucks for Wi-fi?
Lol~

Now...
I can feel the feeling of my friends who come Genting without gaming and gambling...
That feeling....
Terrible...

But i saw some shirt and T-shirt in Genting look quite nice...
Maybe i will buy those clothes in coming sunday...
In common sense...
We know that we have to afford higher price in Genting to get anything...
But the price of shirt is quite okay...

Because those shop in Genting are all the brands one...
Heehee...^^
So the price already is high...
Nothing different with other places...
I saw the shirt that i saw in Melaka before...
The price is same...
But i just cannot get the higher discount as in Melaka...

Okay...
Actually....
I have to do my works...
Because i have events...
And my 3rd semester is started...
So i have to start my engine liao...

Bye~

4FLAT LIFE^^

Recently...

Erm erm...
Recently...
I have a lot of things or matter to be done by me...

Study...
But i have a good planning...
And i hope that i can complete my planning...^^

Scholarship...
I strive to get a scholarship for my analytical economics...
Maybe i can reduce some financial problem from my dad...
Haha...
Then i can get a more "huge angbao" from my dad...
Heehee...^^

Ambition...
Just few days ago...
My friends ask me...
Do you have interested in business?
I said no...
But i have a lot of interested in research and analysing...
Then he told me that i will have a restrict income...restrict time...restrict room to success...

As we know...
If you want to be success...
Be a boss...you will can be success...
You will have a free time control...
But there is only the good side of having a post like boss...
There is still have a lot of bad side of be a boss....

Everything...have 2 sides...
You are the one who decides your future...your ambition...
Not others control you...
Remember...^^
Yayaya...
I would like to become economist...


Chinese new year is coming...
But the feeling of new year celebration is low...
Then i went for the celebration of new year in mmu..
Haha...
Ya...really...
I can feel the celebration of new year is there...
Lion-dance...Drum-playing...Magic show...Face changing show...and a lot of performance...

Erm erm...
Chinese New Year ya everyone...
India...Malay...Chinese...^^

I will go to Genting on tomorrow...
Because my uncle will have an event at there...
This is my first time that i go Genting but i do not have chance to play fun...
Haha...
I can feel the lonely feeling...>.<

Oh ya...
I am going to have my further study at KL soon...
June 2010...
I hope that i will have a car because there is inconvinience for students to take meals without transport...
(Can also use the car to fetch lenglui to gaigai...lol~kidding lar...im nice guy wat...^^)

After i updated 4 new posts...
It is the time that i have to shut down my computer...
SLEEP!!!

4FLAT LIFE^^

About study...

Hahaha...
Be optimistic...^^

The result of second semester was came out...
The result is not good...
I still can get A of non-language subjects...
I still cannot escape the poor result of my english...
I fall from 1st class to 2nd upper class...

But anyway...
I will avoid the mistakes that i did in trimester 2...
I will try to have a good plan...
I will try to fulfil my plan as well as i can...
I will try to keep all my promises...

Trimester 3...
I aim 4 A 1B for 5 subjects...

Planning...
Then do it...

Past was past...
We can change it anymore...
Past is past...
We can only look forward...

We should not have any sad feeling on our previous bad result...
We should have to strive a better result in coming exam...

For all my friends that your result was been pull down...
Maybe...
You need to have a word...
Optimistic...

Work hard now...
You still have time...

Yo...Jiayou...

4FLAT LIFE^^

About Love...

Hehehe...
Finally...
At the end...
I choose to admit i lose to destiny...

I choose to give up...
You are not my "her"...
I should not see you as my "her"...

I do not know...
Where she is...
How characteristics she is...
I do not know...

I choose to wait...
I dislike the feeling that i put effort but i will not get some back...
I choose to have jealous feeling when i saw other couples...
I will be with you...as a friend...

No worry...
No misunderstanding...
No distance...
If we just as a friend...

Wohuu...
FREEDOM~~~

"Do not...insist to get that tree and sacrifice the whole jungle..."


4FLAT LOVE^^

我的她

我的那个她...
不是你...

我一直以为...
我的那个她...
只要我肯努力...
只要我够坚持...
只要我有付出...
我就会找到...
我就会得到...

在爱情里...
我以为我进步了...
但都是我想多了...

每一次的结果都一样...
不想再讲...
每一次都会很无奈...
不想再想...
每一次都说不再追了...
不想了...

我绝对不会让你哭...
因为我的恋爱主义只有让你开心...没有伤心...
但是没办法...
我的恋爱主义...用不到...暂时还用不到...

有时...我很低潮...
我还是一脸无比快乐的感觉...
其实我只是会做人...而掩饰自己的情感...

有时...我很忧郁...
我还是照常逗你开心...
完全不想让你被我的忧郁影响...
因为我只想你开心...

我的她...
不是你...
也不会是你...

4FLAT LOVE^^

3rd semester life...

Wow...
Tired...
Futsal game...

I have a nice 3rd semester beginning...
Nice lecturers...
Nice subjects...
Nice assignment group members...
Nice ya...

After this semester...
I will choose to go MMU Cyberjaya to continue my study...
After i go to KL...
I cannot play anymore with current friends...current brothers..current sisters...

Almost everyone said that we have to enjoy our foundation life...
The reason might be..the CGPA of foundation will not be brought to degree courses...
So we can play...we can always to whatever we like...
Just do it...

Appreciate...
I wanna appreciate every moment in 3rd semester...
When time is past...
it won't come back...
I do not want to have any regret...

Past is past...
Forget past...
Appreciate current...
Look forward...

Friends...
I love you all...

(I just came back from futsal game...sibeh tired nia..i will have my class at 8am-5pm on tomorrow...only 2 hours break will be given...wow...i have to go to my bed...bye~)

4FLAT FEELING^^