Current

I really don't know what to say about myself now...
I know i got to hold the time tightly for study...for revision...
But i wasted time...


I know i still have chance to score well...
I know i can do it if i follow my schedule...
But i don't know why i am so LAZY!!


I become a person who is brilliant to say...
But a sucks man who always break his words...


What should i do?
I am in a dark hill now...
Full of scared...
I have a dream...but it goes far from me if i still continue my current attitude and behavior...
The bright of the dream become lighter...


I want to slap myself to wake up the real RAY...
I really can't bear anymore...
T.T


optimist^^